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Saturday, November 01, 2008

why do i live

im on tegretol now..it helps me not be so hypo-manic...
they havent started any anti depressants yet cuz they want to have time to get this tegretol in my system really good..
i need it
i just woke up in a really icky mood......nothing is fair and im nothing im a nobody i have nothing to offer anyone in this world...so the next question is: WHY AM I EVEN HERE? Why do i continue to breate?
i think i will just go lay down and go to sleep for awhile....

2 comments:

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someoneelse said...

Oh babe you're not a nothing or a nobody.. You are so very very special. C.C you have so much to offer and I see it everyday. You're so loving and caring and kind. I love you.