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Sunday, August 10, 2008

CUT the fat off...Lmao

LOL :)
i have not huffed at all today but cutting yeah...i have...i upgraded..lmao from my diabetic needle to a knife its not sharp but when everyone goes to sleep tonight im gonna grab the sharperner and sharpen it some....frig.

I FEEL content and happy when im cutting. My body feels so numb. i just feel so out of myself....have you ever started to talking and thinking to yourself in third person? well thats what i have been doing.

i scare myself.

i didnt lose any weight today :( once this junk food leaves my house i'll be ok.hoping the kids will eat it all up and then i'll be fine again.

STARTING ON MY DIET PILLS in the morning..

i gotta lose this weight if its the LAST thing i do.

2 comments:

someoneelse said...

Girl you scare me when you talk in third person too.

And Crys pls don't do diet pills
Sis they are very addictive and not good for your health pls.

Pls take care of you and I'm so proud you didn't huff today *HUGS*
Love ya sis

someoneelse said...

cutting isn't good don't want to lose you